It always amazes me when someone has the power to influence people. They are just a person themselves. Sometimes I think life is somehow predetermined…Why am I here in this position right now? I didn’t choose my parents or the country I was born in and this steamrolls from the beginning of my life till now. You didn’t get to choose either. I have no idea who I want to be or become. Life can be manipulated in actions that lead to contribution and greatness. I want that. It’s more important to me to feel the passion to drive my motivations in an activity though. I feel so lost, maybe I need a friend. A real friend.