Apparently not, it has been more than two years since my last post. A lot has happened since then and more will in the future. Am I a better person? I don’t know, that’s up to you. Maybe I am the same.
A memory is created by an event that passes. Eventually it fades until you keep trying to remember. What if what you remember starts to fade? Maybe you have to start looking into the future.
It always amazes me when someone has the power to influence people. They are just a person themselves. Sometimes I think life is somehow predetermined…Why am I here in this position right now? I didn’t choose my parents or the country I was born in and this steamrolls from the beginning of my life till now. You didn’t get to choose either. I have no idea who I want to be or become. Life can be manipulated in actions that lead to contribution and greatness. I want that. It’s more important to me to feel the passion to drive my motivations in an activity though. I feel so lost, maybe I need a friend. A real friend.
Personally I’m a dreamer. I have aspirations and goals. I want to do. Sometimes I just sit, just thinking of all the great and soak in inspiration. It’s one thing to say and think but you have to do to live the dream. I hope one day I can fulfill them. You can too.
Jobs, most people have one. If it’s something you do that impacts the world through contribution I guess that’s a job. Some are just better than others. Depends on your interests. We are all just trying to live, live to be happy. A job is just part of life if you want it to be.
Broke my arm, but that ain’t stopping me from completing my goals.
Live in the present but plan for the future so you can create history.
Been a while since I last posted something. It’s 9:32 pm right now and it’s time. Time for me to change something in my life. I want to do things. I want to be great. I’m not sure if I’ll get there but I will change. It feels different now. I think I believe in myself.
Don’t lie people. Lying is bad…M’Kay
Finding a job is really hard. I think I hit part of the real world.